Tuesday, June 24, 2014

Un Gran Bazaar!

Hola! Vamos a tener un gran bazaar en el Centro Comunitario de Tres Reyes hoy. Son a las tres y vendemos zapatos, maletas, y muchas ropas, todo por veinte pesos. Tenemos juegos y actividades para los niños como fútbol, pintar la cara, y colorear. 

Translation: Hello! We'll have a big bazaar at the Three Kings Community Center today. It is at three and we sell shoes, bags, and many clothes, each for twenty pesos. We have games and activities for kids such as soccer, face painting, and coloring.

That was my pitch on a pot-hole-ridden street in Cancún. Sarah and I set out from the Tres Reyes Community Center to hand out fliers and invite people to a bazaar Back2Back was setting up as we spoke. Sarah's pitch was like a fastball, flying hard like a true local: Spanish flawless, joy evident. My attempt at communication was less polished, but I was proud of myself when we returned from our handout expedition. 

Yesterday was one of the longest, hardest, yet most rewarding days I have had here yet. 

I had the privilege of helping set up for a bazaar, for which we had literally hundreds of donations to display in a relatively small space. With several staff and over 20 group members, we barely organized everything in time. By 2:30 a line of 50 people were waiting at the gates. I guess our fliers were effective? 

VBS kids with tickets
The need was overwhelming. Because we were letting 15 people in at a time for the sake of crowd control, some of these people waited over an hour in the blazing 90 degree heat just to get a few pairs of shoes. Kids who had come to VBS the previous Saturday got a ticket to receive a free pair of shoes, socks, and underwear. I saw grins the size of watermelons as kids exchanged their special ticket for their items.

Purposefully, we did not just give everyone handouts. Back2Back is against the idea of Americans being the "heroes." Instead, we come alongside each individual and family we interact with to work together to improve their situation and lives. Thus, we charged 20 pesos per item (extremely cheap, but still a sacrifice.) 

It was beautiful chaos. 

But where there is beauty, there is always a little bit of ugly too. 

Mothers bickered to the staff, proclaiming why they had the right to get inside before the line reached them. Some tried to take more than the allotted maximum amount of items. Others insisted they wanted to buy extra for their brother, cousin, uncle, etc. who could not be there. A few tried to sneak some shoes through or over the fence to friends or family. One lady outside the fence asked if I spoke Spanish, and when I said the customary, "Un poquito" (a little) she launched into this whole charade of which I did not understand a single word. 

Though this community has its flaws (like every other community) I think I have begun to fall in love with Tres Reyes. I don't know what the specific draw is, but I do know that there is a lot of hurt there, many broken families, and a hunger for hope. There are also a lot more shy, subdued children than in other locations we work like San Jose Children's Home or a community called Bonfil. 

Jocelyn and I
Jocelyn, a girl who lives in Tres Reyes and comes to VBS, has taken a special interest in me for whatever reason. Every time she sees me, she cries, "Leeendsey!!!" She gives me a sweet smile and hugs me tight. "Leendsey from Tennessee! 21 years!" This girl has got an amazing memory and she's proud of it. When I told her I was from Tennessee, Jocelyn said, "No way! My father, too!" I'm quite skeptical of that statement, but who knows! Once, she gave me a lollipop. 

The community center Back2Back is in the process of building will be a great help to the community. It will include a playground, a library, classrooms, a medical clinic, a counseling center, a pharmacy, a soccer field, a basketball court, and even more. One mother told Erick (site director) that she is so excited that there will be a place for her children to play because currently there is nowhere safe for them to go.

An unexpected visitor at the Bazaar

Monday, June 16, 2014

Forever Student

I'm never going to graduate.

I'm not in denial. The grief and feeling of loss that comes with graduation from TU has not yet hit. The fact is, I am constantly learning and, I believe, even in heaven I will eternally be learning more about God. We will have work to do. Since we will no longer see life dimly through a dark glass (1 Cor. 13:12), all of our work will be immediately good, fulfilling and rewarding. Our capacity and ability to learn will be renewed to its fullest potential. How exciting!


My student status here in Mexico is being stretched. I'm learning in new ways and experiences. Here at the group house, I am the oldest intern, the only college graduate. The others are 17, 18, 19, and 20 (crazy, right?) Right now, we are with a high school church group who has come to Cancún for the week to help with construction projects, build relationships with kids, and generally further Back2Back's mission of "care for today, hope for tomorrow" to everyone we serve.


Left to Right: Maddie, Alexis, Gio, Annie, Me

I'm finding there's a certain heightened level of responsibility I feel as the oldest in my peer group. There's also an unfortunate sense of spiritual superiority. Where the heck did that come from??? Is it because I went to the number one Midwest University according to U.S. News & World Report? Is it because of my tendency to subconsciously judge shallow, deconstructive words and actions? Is it because I feel like my life experiences have somehow surpassed theirs and that I have learned so much more? Is it because I have consistently desired to seek God in my darkest moments?

Whatever it is, my reasons are void of any reason.


Today I am thankful that God is humbling me in the areas where I tend to be prideful and restoring me in those places of continual self-condemnation. 

My younger peers have been teaching me a lot lately. I hope I have been teaching them as well. Co-dependence, co-discipleship . . . this is what community is all about! I am constantly surprised by sudden depths of insight or corrections in my way of thinking. And I can see glimpses of child-like faith stirring in their hearts. Not childish faith, but a faith that inspires me to trust in a Father immediately concerned with all of our needs.

By no means have I solved all the mysteries of life either here in Mexico or back in the states. I'm a forever student of God's grace and love.

And I like it that way.

Praises:

  • Alexis's (one of the interns) friend who was in a major accident is now out of the hospital! Hurray!!!!
  • Constant opportunities to learn and grow
  • An unexpectedly quick recovery after feeling sick one evening
  • Getting to connect with/love a girl at the government shelter for juvenile delinquents and abused kids (more about this later)
  • An unexpected HUGE monetary donation to the Tres Reyes Community Center Back2Back is building (more on this later as well)
Prayer Requests: 
  • The ability to process and put into action what I am learning
  • Supernatural perseverance to continue trying to communicate in Spanish and to build relationships here, keeping in mind Christ's abounding love available to me at all times

Monday, June 9, 2014

Sueños


Whether you wanna be a concert pianist, collect ceramic unicorns, meet a leprechaun, or fall in love, everyone has a dream, right? Actually, everyone does not have a dream, because not everyone dares to hope for what they can't see. Sounds a little something like faith, huh? 

God surprises me. Constantly. By no means did I think God would bring to mind the subject of having a dream for the future. I'm very much a live-in-the-now kind of girl. I want to love people where I'm at and not think about anything else, because it's more effective . . . it is also easier . . . you get hurt less because your hopes don't get crushed, you know? I wasn't always this way. Could God be pushing me to unchain the bridled dreams inside my heart? What dreams do I even have anyway?

Sueños (dreams) have been swimming all around me here in Mexico. I can't remember how many people have asked me what my dream is, and I've heard so many dreams of Back2Back staff, volunteers, and even kids. Not to mention, my friend Sarah who works with Back2Back asked if I wanted to study and discuss The Call which focuses on fostering your God-given calling. Dreams are a big part of that. I've only been here a week and I feel like God is throwing every asset at me to remind me it is good and even important to dream.

Kids watching the VBS skit. What are their dreams?
Saturday, I went to an under-developed community called Tres Reyes to help with VBS. First of all, I am thrilled that Back2Back is doing Group curriculum VBS. This is the same curriculum I directed for four years at my home church and I am very familiar with the way Group teaches. I had such fun throwing a football around with a few of the kids before the program started. And of course, I was all into doing the awkward but lovable motions to the theme song.

I was the only intern that went on Saturday and I was the only American in a van packed (and I mean packed) full of Mexicans headed to Tres Reyes. Here I learned that there is a perfectly sound reason for the phrase "language barrier." It certainly isn't as passive or tame as a "language traffic cone." I felt exhausted just trying to keep up with the general ideas of what everyone was saying! Everyone was so accommodating and kind, trying to talk to me. I smiled and said a lot of, "Si! Si!" and pretended I knew what they were saying (silly, right?) For a while I tried to ask questions, but in time I simply grew weary of my four-year-old level of Spanish and stopped trying as much. 

It was on this journey that the sueño topic came up again. Gloria (not her real name) is the daughter of two Back2Back ministry partners. She is around thirteen years old and she is awesome. The whole way there, she struck up a conversation with me and persisted through my nonsensical Spanglish. She told me that her dream is to be a missionary in Israel or Afghanistan. I was floored by the excitement and passion in this girl's heart. What a huge and "impossible" dream! Good thing God's specialty is working with the impossible.

Praises: 
  • Worship is going well
  • The first mission team that has come down is bonding well and seems to be learning a lot. They are getting a lot of work done too!
Pray for: 
  • the language barrier not to become too daunting
  • General peace--there is so much input in my brain with the bazillion wonderful experiences here but I have had little effective processing. I've had time to process, but have had shallow and scatter-brained times of reflection. By no means do I want to just go through the motions. 
  • a good friend of another of the interns to recover from a major accident

We celebrated a girl's birthday from one of the children's homes Back2Back works with by bringing her to the group house and throwing a pool party for her!

Wednesday, June 4, 2014

Bienvenidos a Cancún!

Hola familia y amigos!

I'm safe and sweaty here in Cancún, Mexico. Though I was welcomed by flight turbulence and a deluge of rain and flooding, the skies have since cleared and the rain has become more sporadic. My friend Sarah Nace who is working with Back2Back picked me up at the airport back to the leaky but well-loved group home! Today is my second full day here and I am so excited to see what God is doing here. It's gonna be a busy summer for sure, but this week is the calm before the storm. New teams will be coming every week and it is the interns' job to help the teams with whatever is needed and facilitate relationships between them and the kids. We are here to make their experience as wonderful as possible.

There are three other interns here for the month of June: Annie, Alexis, and Gio (Giovanni, G-money, G-dawg) . Annie is arriving Saturday so be praying for her!

So far I have attended a staff meeting and have been going through staff training with the interns. We went to one my favorite food joints here: Parque de las Palapas. I got a tasty picadillo empanada!

Today we will be going to the Tres Reyes community to set up VBS decorations at the church there! Huzzah!

Though there isn't much to write about yet, I wanted to fill you in on a little Cancún history. The city was created in the 1970s specifically for tourism. A sudden influx of Mexicans and Central American people flocking to the promised jobs here has created a population problem. There aren't enough jobs for the people who left their families to come here and send money back home. The statistics here in Cancún are dire. Broken families are the norm with 70% of marriages ending in divorce. Cancún ranks highest in Mexico for the number of suicides and the drug/substance abuse is rampant. Sex trafficking and prostitution are also disgustingly prevalent. Widows sell themselves to provide for their families.

Back2Back is here to, as Erick (co-director of the Cancún site) put it, take back Cancún. So much progress has already been made with particular families and communities. I have already heard stories, though I know there are countless more, of children breaking out of the cycle of poverty with Back2Back coming alongside them and ministry partners, working together to meet spiritual, physical, educational, emotional, and social needs.

There is much devastation here, but hope overpowers the darkness. Satan doesn't stand a chance against the Light of the world.

Sunday, June 1, 2014

Voy a Mexico!

I wrote this poem in my Poetry Writing class this past semester. Tomorrow I will be there! Pray for packing success and safety traveling. This is gonna be awesome. 

Cancún

Your dust petal paths smell of salt and vibrancy.
Your poverty is a shipwreck.
Tourists plunder your identity.
                       
You play along to survive.
It’s like pretend,
for real.

But your embodiment lies
beyond the hotel zone.

Mixing concrete
like too-thick cake batter
Playing Memory
with little
tramposos

Grins and giggles
As a gaggle of girls gallop
To the libros arriving
In plastic bins

The most thrilling part of the week!

Little voices raised, crying,
Mi Dios es Grande
On the street,
Drilled into dirt doorways
Like the blood of the Passover Lamb

You showed me simple.
I want to stay.